The Perfect Man

The new adventure was to stay at home so me hilary was in bed sobbing my tear away and i came down stairs and say mom unpacking and said what are you doing she then said hunny this is out new adventure to stay.

I have realised that i have been running away when i could have stayed where we were last off. So then i stormed of in a angry mood and then say the drawing of me from alex and then it just changed my mind completly. it changed my mind about moving and the "patsy's"
packing time.
I just wanted to stay so we did and after all it wasnt a bad agreement either i am very happy now and love the place where we are staying.

Now i call it Home!

she then had a convosation while i was sleeping to alex about life and all alex said is was

look i am sorry but dont run away like what your mom does i mean if your mom is that insercure then mom satred to realise she ran away all of these years and she didnt see it.

i came home from school that day and said I WANT TO MOVE !!!!!!!!
for me mom please i really want to move mom said yea but this is our new adventure
yea well this isnt our new adventure maybe moving is mom i mean for once in your life please can you listen to me

i do listen to you

no you dont you hear but you dont listen you choose what you wnt to listen to and then go agaisnt it all. but in the finally end Alex came over to our house and saw all of the boxes and he said

were r u going
mom said oh were moving so then Alex gave the drawing to my mom and suddenly realised that she wasnt going to move that the new adventure is to.......

my mom was at the brige looking at her watch that ben (me) was 20 minutes late i creeped up to her and said

" mom ben isnt coming " she then said "why" then i replied because the letters ben the cd everythijng i made up and i am so so so so so sorry but i just wanted to make up happy

she then sobbingly said how can you do such a cruel thing i said i was just trying to make you happy she said wel... your far awzy from happy.........

the wedding is here and i need to stop it my mom has made arange ments on the phone with alex to meet at the golden gate park her and ben but ben is getting married or is that what i think

all i know is that i came barging into the wedding reception and totally crashed the wedding ben wasnt even the groom he was the best man but there i stood with the e-mails we(they) had and i said

no you cant marry her you in love with my mom so then i suddenly realised that ben wasnt the groom so ben had a chat with me outside and i saig look at these and you will see.so then he said no i have to go back to the wedding whats left of it aniway.

Alex needs to brake up with my mom because i know now that it was a huge mistake sending her the flower and then the cd and letter and then talking to her sending her e-mails it was just full bunch of lies and i want it to end so please just break up with her

Alex said "why dont you just brake up with her on the messanger"
and then i said " no you need to call her messanger is too cold"

so then he put on a deep voice and thengot distracted me(hilary i was hear wiging on the other phone line in the bedroom. and because he was so distracted he saig everything aprt from what i asked him to do so then i went to school and told him off he sai he got distracted my me.so then he kissed me.

this is ben(me) and my mom having a convosation about life

Ben"fanncy running into you here.
Mom"what time is it over there?
Ben"Late.
Mom"i thought it would be morning.
Ben"It is...Late morning.What are you doing?
Mom"Thinking.
Ben"about what?
Mom"about how many times i have made mistakes.
Ben"we all make mistakes
Mom"ye but not like me i make whoppers over and over.
Ben"tell me about your self.
Mom" did i tell you i had kids.
Ben" no thats great who are they.
Mom"holly is 16 and zoe is 6.
Ben"what did you want to do befor you came pregnant.
Mom"well ii wanted to do a big cooking cake baking businessbut then i found out that i was pregnant.
Ben" so you had your kid instead of fufilling your dream.
Mom" i guess i did but i love them both i dont no what i would do without them.

i have as in Ben has sent my mom a cd and a letter to show that he does care about her although she was upset that cd made us all wild and that he is going to show his face sometime its just when and how?????????????????????????????????????????????????/

there actually is a freind at school who has a uncle called Ben he is handsume and owns a resturant and who is great the only thing is that he is getting married so there is such a person its just that my mom knows him but he dosent knnow her yet! i am going to write and call and put a deep low voice on or ask my boy--freinds Alex he would be perfect go to my next page see what happens next

my idea is to pretend to be Ben thats his name Ben and i am going to speak to a freind of mine at school ( boy called Alex) to see if i can use his computer to email my mom as Ben because i am going to make up a lie that he is running a resturant in
china
so the phone lines are impossible there so we will just see what happens. keep reading my journel and find out what happens next.